THE JTO DAY

i mean yeahhh...first of all we juz dint have to go..u knw...we(me and orappan) juz dint...coz SHIT man..dat quest paper was SO FULL OF SEMI CONDUCTORS that i juz felt sick..ME and ORAPPAN reached there almost in time(10 am)..our test centres were like 1km apart...As soon as 15 mins from d start of test..i had nthing to do..and HELL there was three hours to go..after a dying wait to complete atleast 1 hr there..i asked them cud i leave..NOOOO was d answer i got..and i raised an eyebrow..asked them is there no way i can leave d shithole place..they said "NOOOO unless u are physically unfit to carry on with and do u have any such problems? " ...i thought for a moment like tellin them im abt to faint or something...but juz held back..nywayz some bloody money was spent for the application form and for coming alll d way to d great trivandrum...So i juz started to relax there in my seat..but no way am i gonna relax for 2 hours..bloody awful it'd be..i thought of sketching something on the rough work but doing that would mean i'll have to tear off that rough sheet too..So i thought of writing A POEM
A SHIT POEM
PLEASE DON"T MIND...This is my first attempt in poetry
I dont knw wat this sounds like
But..here it goes



Rain pouring down my heart
eroding its dust in the dark
Life so came to a screeching halt
time to think of the commited fault
I never did abide by the rules
But now the agony inside crave for rules
Why was I so dumb then
Or Am in now?
Somehow I feel a burst of wisdom filling in
Like never felt before,ache of past drilling in.
Was I happier then
Or Am I now?
I can never say.
Will the exuberant enigma of time
spare me a chance to relive the past?
But then,my heart'd regret to relive some other way
Not that my life is a catastophe
But the rain of thirst for a little more will drain never.
The rain is pouring from my heart,
Wonder will it ever drain